Diamond.

Someone once told me that a diamond was originally from stone.

But, a stone which was process from the highest heat until the coolest temperature.

It wasn't a simple thing which could made it into a precious stone.

But, went through from a painful process.

It pops up a question into my head.

How would it be my life in the end?

I could only wish & pray that one day my life would end up not just like a stone but precious stone… Like a Diamond.

There's a song I know that fits to it.

"Diamond" by Jaci Velasquez (Lyric)

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I know You're messing with me
Doing things I can't believe
And I like it
Yeah I like it

You take imperfect away
Leave all that's good in place
And it's all right
Yeah it's all right

How You take an ordinary life
And fill it till it's full of light
Because of Your love
And I know you see straight through me
And I trust what you are doing
'Till I'm shining like a diamond

I was only a stone
Cast out and all alone
When you found me
Yeah you found me

I know that in your eyes I'm treasure
Just like a prize
And I'ts so sweet
Yeah It's so sweet

Oh, let me shine
Like a diamond
In your eyes
I know…

ada kalanya aku mengais mimpi pada seluas dunia langit (yang bukan sebelum) namun itu,

yang setelah, yang kutahu dan berharga kurasan tangis dan seusap sapuan dada.

menatap bentangan hari esok tak tampak cahaya maupun sekilas cerah,

perteduhan suram tanpa jaminan setitik kebahagiaan.

sendiri menapaki langkah seperti yang sudah-sudah.

sudah? ya benar sudah.

kali ini sudah.

sudah tak ada lagi sebuah perlunya harap kugantungkan lagi di awan sana.

sudah tak perlu lagi pencarian kilas balik sebuah memori, lalu masa yang pernah ada.

"kubuang" sebuah kata terlalu frontal,

"kulepas" saja mimpi-mimpi maya maupun harap cinta di situ saat ku di sana,

pernah saja kuharap nyata.

sudah. memang perlu sudahi saja.

sudah. lelah.

telah. kusampai saja di dunia nyata.

detik-detik diam ku sudah berjalan.

baik. sudahi saja ini.

baiklah.

dan bukan lagi sejenak kata kiasan, "kusudah".

dan biarkan namun biarlah.

kali ini. sudah.

sudahlah.

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